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whahahaha...
I really wonder if everything was necessary.
All a fascade?
Pardon my limited usage of vocabulary.
Trying sooo hard to protect. Not even knowing what i'm protecting for.
But oh well. who cares. life goes on.
Had NDP rehearsal at Marina today.
Met alot of people from all over the place.
People from BMT, Sispec, Engineers, PHS, NYJC.
Most interesting is people who find me familiar, I really think it's the common face that i have. heh heh.
I look at this and i wonder what should i say.
Not that I have nothing to say.
But i'm thinking of the consequences if i say certain things or update about certain stuff..
therefore...
You realised u just wasted about 30s reading this useless post =)
Wow, i actually blogged after such a long time.
And it's not easy to make me blog again.
I assure u.
where is that light i used to see, or rather...
Now i realised that was all a fascade.
Why didn't i realise earlier.
hmmm... should i laugh or be sad.
But at least it was pathetically funny.
Correct me if i'm wrong. Heh.
anyway... hmm i cant really see the difference eh? maybe that's what puzzling me now. but oh well! no point thinking about it. HAH! WEDDING!
Maybe i was wrong, not that it's bad to cherish what you hold, but it'll only give you redundant problems brought my yourself.. hmm..
Many things changed.
Perspectives, emotions, values, people.
the last 4 days was off + weekend.
Went to quite a few places haha. thursday went to watch watchmen and ate at Lao Beijing. for the high tea buffet.. it's about 13 bucks! a large variety of food somemore =) go try if you have the time. bring ur parents especially.. think they might like it.
Watchmen. talking about certain issues like.. who guards the guardians?
you can start pondering after you finish reading this entry haha. Overall.. if you're going for action-pack movie, then this is the wrong choice. watch it and you'll understand why.
Then went to IT show on friday. bought a 320gb hard disk and a 8gb memory stick for PSP. hohoh. now my dissidia, dj max 2, 3 can all co-exist happily. with the additon of patapon 2. muhahahhaha.
went back to ny after that. borrowed clement's flute and played in the classroom when suddenly the new teacher-in-charge came in and started talking. haha. pretty supportive of the band i would say. would alumni be possible? i'm keeping my fingers crossed. lol.
i wonder how things will turn out from now on. Of course i'm hoping for the better =) good luck everyone, in everything you face and do. Don't lose yourself.