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Friday, September 30, 2005

Understood

I can fully understood wad it meant by see true friendship through a crisis (chinese translation). No matter what happened, when your friend is in trouble, even though you have to sacrifice to help that person..you would still do it? what happened to you? eveybody else came, but just not you.. and you know what? that's the worst part.. not getting the supports of your friends.. or jus half-heartedly.. You know what? What i hate most is people showing half-hearted concern.. if you rather not care..then just be it.. dun have to show that you care.. well.. i've just had another lesson on life.. If you really want to care for someone? show all your support and concern.. dont do it juz because other people just did it..that's lying and being selfish..

Maybe i was just blinded by something.i dont know. I've grown up a little bit more. Last but not least...DUN SHOW HALF-HEARTED CONCERN!!! take care...>.<

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

That's kinda long i realised

Haha..din blog for more than a month already..haha..time flies eh.. i was juzt thinking about the prelims..and now i'm here..after the prelims man...and so much had happened.

That was a stressful period though.. haha.. someone told me. I used to be very anxious about PSLE last time.. she said,'' you said you would die when PSLE comes.. but look at you now, you're alive and kicking!! So what's difficult about 'O' Level?" kinda makes lotsa sense, but actions weigh much heavier than words. Is that a kind of method of self-lying? Or is that a legal way of self-encourging..haha. I dont know, it's just a way of how people look at things..isnt it?

Being fortunate or not is only a perpective of how people look at things...however..love or hate is really 2 different thing..just like the 2 faces of a coin..you almost never have the chance of allowing the coin to rest on it's centre.. haha..oh well.. things are so different nowadays.. people are so different now..not so simple-minded and naive..that's something i'm learning..to grow up..

I wonder if things could go back the way they were.. or am i just pure dreaming? I have no idea.. Scars persists..but isnt that happening to everybody else too? Or is it just me whose in denial..hmmm...oh well...good luck for studies!! =))