I've finally blogged after one month. Lol

Time flies.. no matter how many times i've said this.. i still think.. it flies.. way too fast for me to handle.

Shall talk about band first.

11 days to SYF.

The big day and final chance of SYF to most of us.

The day where we are suppose to do our best, to the most of our ability, standing up, walking out of the conference hall with no regrets, knowing that, 'i've done my best'.

There are definitely hard work that people have put in this preparation.

This race will soon come to an end, whether we win it anot.. it's a different story.

But it's the process.. the amt of work.. the amt of maturity.. the amt of trust and encouragement that we give each other..

Many times in life.. Amt of time spend might be equates to the quality of product.. but why?

Not everything is of a 100% efficiency, in life we give and take.. the only way to do this is to give in our very best.. and i really mean VERY BEST.

It wouldn't be in any case fair if onli a portion of the people work hard.. this is a race.. a race where each and everyone run together, hand in hand, juz to reach the final destination. Be it we win the race anot.

Many times.. the solution is already there.. we know what we should be doing.. just that we are not putting in the effort to do it. Serious! we know at this particular point.. we'll go flat.. sharp or whatsoever.. juz that little more effort to make it sound so much better.. but some of us just aren't doing it..y? Practices might be a little more taxing and tiring nowadays.. but i'm sure it's worth it everyone put in the effort. I'm sure many at times we hear how the band sounds better we would definitely be much motivated to play..Think about it.

Another point that i want to talk about it this.. until a few weeks ago.. after what Mr Tan said, i realised that i was also too "medal-minded".. all before that.. all i tink was to get the gold get the gold.. but isn't music making all about enjoying it? By tinking juz about the gold.. it will not get us anywhere.. only when we want to do it, we will get it.

enjoy the process.. enjoy the music.. enjoy ur life.. NYJCSB! Walk out with our heads high! Not being arrogant, but simply we did our best!

Many days when i want to blog, after typing a few sentences.
I decided to stop and juz close the window.
Reason? I'm thinking of people's reaction after reading my blog entries and i juz stopped.

I'm realli not that good wif my words when it comes to consoling people anymore as compared to me when i was younger.. say primary sch that time?

Yea, maybe things weren't that complicated that time? Things were as simple as A,B, C. Literally. How easy it is to bring a smile to a small young kid.. juz give him a sweet, or making funny faces at them, and they'll smile/ laugh at you... just that simple.

But now, there are many other factors that we need to consider when we talk to other people.. many many others.. So many that i dont know when this entry will end at.

Sometimes i tink people might juz tink that i'm blind or something.. i dont dare to say that i see alot of things.. but i can only say that sometimes i realli wished i was blind.

Read junwei's blog.. dang.. his poems are all dam nice. super meaningful and.. chim lol..

Maybe i might juz stop blogging soon.
At least i wont tink so much about how people will feel when they read my blog. =)