I'm always looking out of my window.. peering through the glass to see that the sky is covered with dark clouds. I waited patiently for the first drop of blessing to touch the earth. But none came.. They gathered, they left silently as well..what does this all mean? There's not much time left. The decision was wrong right from the beginning i made it. Did i not see that things might juz happen the way? N it's happening exactly the way i thought it's going to be.. dam it..

HEY People!

Young People's Symphonic Band
29th July 2006
Nanyang Girl's Auditorium
Tickets Selling at $12 only!
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Hope to see u there! =)

u're making me super confused of what i should be doin or reacting now. State of dilemma i would call it.

My hair is dropping at a real fast rate. Was juz thinking that my hair is growing in length.. BUT it's dropping in strends.. so no matter how fast they grow they'll juz detach themselfves n fall like sakuras in Japan.. die.. i can juz feel it's thickness decreasing.. oh man. scary la.. i dun wan b bald at the age of 18.haha..n my eye hurts. eyelid seem to b swollen.

The way things r happening r weird. I juz tot that i can dun care bout it n carry on wif my days as normal. but it seem that i cant. they juz keep popping out in my head. n i hav no idea wad r they trying to tel me.
dang. i'm speechless. literally.

y u treat me like a piece of meat.. haha. these few days tiring sia. Ytd had sports carnival? N i tink it's the first time NY having it? SO unique la.. but i tink it wasnt that well planned too.. but like.. ohwell.. it was quite ok la.. haha.. ended up enjoying it the most during the novelty race i guess.. the teachers r like funny la. imgaine having to wear earrings, sarong, a not v good looking umbrella, like those for beaches.. some weird looking shirt, that looks like dress though.. n having to run here n there, while still trying to have their accessories on.. n even hat la. humourous.. haha. Listening to [s]S.E.N.S-Wish now.. haiz. dunno y am i feeling like spare tire again now. wth la... ZZZZzZZzZ... y is that childish feeling back to me again..

Was at J8 for dinner.. ate something fattening.. die le. haha.. Den walked to the CC n started to explore the world of photos.. aha.. some r like real cool.. Jeremy have this camera that is called long exposure.. let u see one of his product.. haha. cool rite.. it's a clarinet btw... was like trying to mimic naruto stuff.. lol.. so interesting la technology.. haha. shall try to put more pics like this.. haha.. had 2 practices of the YPSB already.. it's a combination of NYJC, Xinmin Sec, AMK Sec and Commonwealth Sec.. like 100+ people de band.. so big.. so even though the room had air-con but it was still kinda warm i guess.. haha.. the people so funny la.. the piccolo not bad sia.. Sec 2 onli.. haha.. n he's like so small size la.. i feel so big man.. huge.. enormous.. monsterious.. haha... played moorside suite.. will hav other pieces coming on the way too..n the concert is like less than a months time.. mayb bout 3 weeks? yah.. work hard people.. Vigilant n perserverence will bring us far.. jia you..=)

wow.. today was enriching. thought of so many things. N these 2 days like so many things happening la.. crazy de.. haha.. Talked wif many people these few days.. felt soo.. not exactly nostalgic.. but thought of the days.. so weird la.

oh yah. was walking home yesterday when i met SAJC band people.. haha. talked abit.. but i kinda see them everywhere.. haha. cos saw them at causeway point that time too. So coincidental.. the world is so tinnie weenie small.. like real small.. n u can never know that the person who juz walked pass u might be related to u somehow.. like.. wif weird connections mayb..duno wad i'm reali talking about anyway.. haha..

today the DSA kids came.. 2 flautists, one basson, one trumpet n 1 percussion i tink? not sure if more is coming up..well.. one of them was like v nervous? n the other one was like V good? he played wad concerto la.. i feel like diggin a hole in the ground n juz roll in. jumping is too much of an exposure... rolling no one will notice me.. but he's good la.. but he wanna go else where though.. tsk tsk.. haha.. muz ask ppl in the band to seduce him..

Monday i was at np.. can u believe it? Believe it. Haha.. was like tryin to blend in.. but i;m juz outstanding.. like fashionly outstanding everywhere.. haha.. went to eat the SIM's western food.. not bad la.. but kinda got enough of it after a while.. i still ate it clean n sparkly anyway.. haha. went to library n drank the nice bubble tea.. indeed.. NICe.. haha.. den was studyin at the library.. hah... den found out some greatest.. darkest secret.. haha.. ohwell.. will update again k.. tired... haha..