wow.. this entry is going to be kinda random.. so if u dun understand what i'm trying to say.. juz ignore me..=)

Juz read the papers about the death of the Taiwan celebrity Xu Wei Lun. Oh man.. wad a way to die.. she's like so young.. was reaading about how she died and the whole process of the accident.. gosh.. dam tragic la.. she's young.. pretty.. attractive.. but i guess it's the end for now.. look.. no one is superhuman.. comics show that.. tv shows that.. but how true can it be.. celebrity they might be.. but they still are normal human like u and i.. no difference.. absolutely no difference..

Juz how vulnerable the human can be?
Everything's juz so unpredictable.. one moment you might be talking to one person.. and the next? you might be waiting outside some operation rooms.. and before you know it.. thats the last time you're going to see the person.. sounds as if i was trying to say that these kind of stuff happen everyday?? haha..that might nt happen.. BUT.. Dun ever wait till that time really come and the same's going to happen.. that would juz be way too sad..way way.. so please..
Cherish everyone around you.. for they have made u who you are now..

i can see that day coming.. i reali dun wan to think that way.. but i guess... it's realli coming..
I'm not prepared.

Juz came home..
Today band is kinda fun.. tink we sounded not that bad at the parade ground.. let's make Wed a good one.. show them wad we've got! =)

Have been seeing too many stuff on the way back..
while i was waiting for a bus at the bus stop..
i saw this uncle.. he looked just like any other ordinary uncle..
but when i looked down.. i realised that he had his left leg amputated already..
n it has been replaced by the mechanical one.. the one like terry fox..
i din know how to react.. even though there was no need to be one..

The bus came n i boarded it..
crowded as always.. i just try to move in to the back of the bus..
then i saw this wonderful family..
if u rmb this family featured on the tv.. about these parents are deaf and mute.. and they had a small lil cute daughter..
yups.. they stay at my block.. so they were juz communicating through sign language.. which is something quite uncommon in our society.. i tink that their daughter is only like Pri 1 or 2? and she understands everything that they are saying..
when i looked at the people around me.. they were also carrying this smile on their face..
i tink juz by looking at how happy the parents were and the reaction of their daughter is simply happiness.. that pure innocent look on her face.. and how understanding she were.. that's juz beyond description..

after that when we finally got to our block.. we all went into the same lift.. the lift seems to not work properly.. the moment it closes.. it opens up again.. so we were like trying to get the door close and go up.. lol.. den the father was juz telling me to hold the DC button so that it can close.. lol.. but oh well.. it din work anyway.. so we went into another lift that came at the right time.. den when we got out of the lift and headed different direction.. we waved good bye to each other.. n u can juz see the amount of enthusiasm they showed.. even if they did not know you..
so when i was walking.. something striked me.. even though they cant talk.. or hear..

they communicate so much better as compared to the rest of the people around.. like.. people who can talk normally.. cant even express themselves as well as them..
i guess.. the heart reali hears what we cant.. and sees what we cant.. lastly.. touch the heart of others...

Everything's so unstable now.. wad to do..

Share wif u guys a song..
The link to the song.. nice.. although they look kinda funny when they sing.. it's still dam good.. if u wan the song.. juz let me know.. =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Q_pjkuX7lA

I Believe In You (Duet with Celine Dion) Lyrics

Lonely the path you have chosen
A restless road, no turning back
One day you will find your light again
Don't you know
Don't let go be strong

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you

Tout seul tu t'en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert à l'univers
Poursuis ta quête
Sans regarder derrière
N'attends pas
Que le jour se lève

Suis ton étoile
Vas jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois
Si tu crois
Si tu crois en toi

Suis ta lumière
N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fond de toi souviens toi
Que je crois
Que je crois
Que je crois en toi

Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me too
And when I hold you close
I know that it's true

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you

something is wrong..
i wish to find out what it is..
but i dont seem to want to know the answer..

blah blah..

Once again.. i'm not doing homework again.. LOL. haha..share with u guys this kinda lame but freakin funny videos.. http://www.collegesage.com got the idea from Final Fantasy. Kinda like the spoof version... but it's reali freakin funny.. do watch it =)

Maybe it's just a clash of timing.. when I just realised.. you had to leave.. not literally.. but maybe i cant talk to you anymore not because you're not there.. but you're not meant to be there for me..

You've showed concern.. but i guess that's just your normal self
I appeared at the wrong timing..
Everything seem wrong..

I guess this is it..

破碎的心似乎停止了全世界。。。
你不是我的，从来也不是未来也很难吧。。。
欣慰的是。。你不属于我。。
别担心。。时间会让这些成为过去。。。。。

dang.. like not in the mood to update or anything.. sorry wc. lol new year didn't start out as great as i tink it would be.. but nonetheless.. still have to go through the days isn't it and it seems that not onli me who felt this way.. oh well

wad do u consider as happiness?
Earning ur first 1 Million dollars?
Getting the 5Cs in Singapore?
Getting top in class?
Being your own boss?

A successful man might not be a happy one

Everyday's a new day
Everyday something different's gonna happen

Am i juz trying to be a nice person?
Or am i simply a pleaser
aiyah dunno la
lol
mayb that's the way i am