Phew, ok i shall blog now.
After many thousands of attempts to blog my thoughts out and clicking the red button at the top right hand corner of the screen.
LOL

Ok and i just realised that way i blog is different now.
Somewhat different ba.. haha
Now i'm realli like blogging once every month.. summarise all my thoughts into one small post. How is that ever possible anyway..

Anyway..

Nanyang Junior College's Symphonic Band

SYF 2007

GOLD AWARD

yay!! 1st gold in dunno how many donkey years.. LOL 30?? not that sure.. but the fact is that NYJC band has gotten gold.. just dunno how ancient was that.. but anyway..

I'm very proud of everyone who have been through this whole journey with the band together

to be there for each other

listening for one another

Well, in a group of people working.

Not all have the common goal in their mind

We cant force people to have the same mind set, mentality

As the words suggest, it all have to do with the mind..

What we can only do is to influence

Influence..

No point forcing

Since it's not sincere in anyway

=)

I'm getting lousier

Seriously.. i seem to not be able to talk as well as i did last time.. even if compared to primary sch times, i used to be sooo good at cheering ppl up(self-proclaimed)... oh well! what happened? o.o

I'm not that good in talking anymore, i know it.

However, talking to people is one of the greatest joy in my life

Letting them know that i'm there..

Once again, I'm starting to think that i'm a superman.LOL

Cos in reality, that's not going to happen.

As much as i want that to happen..

I'm human myself too.. how? dunno. haha

Time is just as cruel as how everyone talks about it.

sounds cliche but.. it's true how fast it ticks like no body's business and shock you in the end how everything is over. Dam u time! Dam uuuuuuuu.. (fades off)

Why am i stil being affected by that which happened 4 years ago?
All these while.. nothing was done..
BaH.. i've lost. Lost to the environment.

Have been pretty quiet lately.
Like just quiet..
Not as if i don't talk anymore.
But more of.. i don't talk about it anymore.. not that i can remember of anytime which i did..

Maybe that's why i tink i've grown, either that or i'm turing into a zombie.
I feel heavy.. real heavy.

BUT i'm still gonna jia you for the next one week.. It's juz gna be this one week before everything ends.. well.. i realli have been juz tinking about SYF that i've forgotten about the fact that we'll step down very soon after SYF.

This one yr.. is happening in a way to me.
Everyone have their own stories to tell.. their own parts and parcel of life.. how this one yr worked for them..no matter what.. it's gna end soon.. real soon.. it's been too fast to actually slow down and think properly what happened in this yr..

I have so much to say... but you juz aren't listening.. or is it that we speak different language now..