Juz came back from sch and had my dinner.

Sometimes we really hate ourselves for doing somethings, even at times for not doing some things. For reacting the way to others.. sometimes, some people dun give a damn how they treat others, as long as they're happy, that's fine. On the contrary, there are also people who will be there for you, but in the end, you took them for granted and when all is lost, it's too late to do anything. I'm not being emo or anything, just want to do some reflection and thinking about life.

Go watch this Video.

Bringing you, ''The Truth Is".

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNyz5vrI3e0

Everywhere I look, I turn, it seems that you are there

Everyone I leave, I learn that they cannot compare

Everything I see, I do, I touch, I think of you

Every little thing in life

It leaves me so confused

Oh, everything was so, so clear before we tore apart

Now all my passion's trapped inside

This lonely broken heart

So if you ask, if you must know

I'll tell you, here's the truth

If you ask, if you must know

I wouldn't lie to you

If you ask, if you must know

I'll tell you, here's the truth

Do I love you? Love you, still?

The truth is...I do

Now without you here, the sky turned a new shade of clear

A new rain of tears

And without you here, my body's a lonely frontier

An ocean of fears

So if you ask, if you must know

I'll tell you, here's the truth

If you ask, if you must know

I wouldn't lie to you

If you ask, if you must know

I'll tell you, here's the truth

Do I love you? Love you, still?

The truth is...I do

I definitely love the verse in green, it's so good. =)

The Past's over, the Future's coming and the Present's for us to control.

I'm so mesmerised by the music, lyrics and in fact everything.I juz find it so complete.

Study HArd people!=)

Happy 18th Bday Gloria! =) Smile!! =)

Let all these be snowflakes..
Slowly they descend from the sky.. letting you see how fragile it is
Then for you to feel it, touch it, admire it and slowly.. it fades away.. leaving no traces behind.

Changes has to be done..

BE GONE EARTHLING~ That's wad my sis calls me. Earthling =)

Haven been blogging for some time le. lol

Change is the only constant.. think Hard.

Seems like one thing has been true all along, you don't really know what you got till it's gone.

It's because of past experiences that we grow up... so how much more do we have to face?

Sometimes people say that things are better left unsaid.. and people might be happier if they didn't know of certain thing.. but is it really better to just try to forget.. I need to learn how.
Trapped in somewhere i don't even know. It's all in the mind they say..

Selfless to others is selfish to yourself.

Nothing last forever

sometimes are that simple while some are not.

Things are really different when we grow up.

No more spoon feeding, on your 2 feet, go through this journey call 'life'
Some people come and go, some stayed for a little longer.. some have motives, some are just naive. Some come armed with weapon to give a stab, while some are always ready to be the medic. What are you then?

Tip of the iceberg, i guess this is also applicable to how much human show their true self to others sometimes. Many times, we've been going in rounds trying to know a certain someone better.. Ironic Isn't it.

Blog is a dangerous.

我决定用华文写这篇blog.
呵呵呵。。。

跟你们分享一首歌

盛夏光年
词曲:阿信
演唱:五月天
五月天-盛夏光年
我骄傲的破坏
我痛恨的平凡
才想起那些是我最爱

让盛夏去贪玩
把残酷的未来
狂放到光年外(而现在)

放弃规则
放纵去爱
放肆自己
放空未来
我不转弯我不转弯

让定律更简单
让秩序更混乱
这样的青春我才喜欢

我要我疯我要我爱就是
我要我疯我要我爱现在
一万首的mp3一万次疯狂的爱灭不了一个渺小的孤单
盛夏的一场狂欢来到了光年之外长大难道是人必经的溃烂
我不转弯我不转弯wo……



有一场游戏叫做爱情
没人对或错
靠自己的直觉吧。。。

Happy Chinese New Year!!
How's the 1st day of new year people?!
Good Harvest??

=) For me.. every year's almost the same.. have so many places to go to.. Bai Nian.. exchange mandarin oranges.. collect ang baos =)
I remember when i was small.. i used to be afraid of the new year.. cos have to go lots of places.. used to be 7 in the past.. but now cut down to 5 le.. morning went to Si Beh Lor bai shen.. mUhaHAha.. so many people, crowded.. the only thing to worry about is whether the incense from the person behind you will drop to ur hair or shirt.. Then the funny thing is that when you finally get to the Xiang Lu and have the opportunity to place the joss stick nicely into the "Lu".. the very nice person takes it out and put them in some water container.. yups, thats their job to make sure everything is safe.. no fire and stuff.. so when my sis tried to put the joss stick inside.. hers was taken away even before it could go in.. HAHAHa..
Well anyway.. i was juz trying to say today's a tiring day..


I've got the hint.. really.. and i felt it too.

遗失的美好

张韶涵

海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天在地平线交会 爱如果走得够 远应该也会跟幸福相见

承诺常常很像蝴蝶 美丽的飞盘旋然后不见 但我相信你给我的誓言 就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑 一路上寻找我遗失的美好 不小心当泪滑嘴角 就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠 只一心寻找我遗失的美好 有的人说不清哪里好 但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒 有些事早已经注定要到老 虽然命运爱开玩笑 真心会和真心遇到

was juz looking at the Thai Trip photos.. was feeling so.. haha.. i dunno how to say.. people are so happy in the photos and video.. smile!

Had exchange wif SAJC today.. was conducted by someone who rejected me though... LOL
Oh well.. dun reali care bout that now. =)
When there's a will there's a way.. always believe in this even though life might seem to be the lowest for you. cos when you're at ur lowest.. the only way it wil turn out is better.. so do see the light... believe in it..
I believe in you.. NYJC band =)

I saw everything.. and i guess it started out from then too...

i guess i'm still trapped in that small lil cage of mine since yrs ago.. not that i locked myself in.. but more of you nt opening the door..

I lost to myself.. i'm defeated by myself.. damn..

human's worse enemy.. yourself.

wow.. this entry is going to be kinda random.. so if u dun understand what i'm trying to say.. juz ignore me..=)

Juz read the papers about the death of the Taiwan celebrity Xu Wei Lun. Oh man.. wad a way to die.. she's like so young.. was reaading about how she died and the whole process of the accident.. gosh.. dam tragic la.. she's young.. pretty.. attractive.. but i guess it's the end for now.. look.. no one is superhuman.. comics show that.. tv shows that.. but how true can it be.. celebrity they might be.. but they still are normal human like u and i.. no difference.. absolutely no difference..

Juz how vulnerable the human can be?
Everything's juz so unpredictable.. one moment you might be talking to one person.. and the next? you might be waiting outside some operation rooms.. and before you know it.. thats the last time you're going to see the person.. sounds as if i was trying to say that these kind of stuff happen everyday?? haha..that might nt happen.. BUT.. Dun ever wait till that time really come and the same's going to happen.. that would juz be way too sad..way way.. so please..
Cherish everyone around you.. for they have made u who you are now..

i can see that day coming.. i reali dun wan to think that way.. but i guess... it's realli coming..
I'm not prepared.

Juz came home..
Today band is kinda fun.. tink we sounded not that bad at the parade ground.. let's make Wed a good one.. show them wad we've got! =)

Have been seeing too many stuff on the way back..
while i was waiting for a bus at the bus stop..
i saw this uncle.. he looked just like any other ordinary uncle..
but when i looked down.. i realised that he had his left leg amputated already..
n it has been replaced by the mechanical one.. the one like terry fox..
i din know how to react.. even though there was no need to be one..

The bus came n i boarded it..
crowded as always.. i just try to move in to the back of the bus..
then i saw this wonderful family..
if u rmb this family featured on the tv.. about these parents are deaf and mute.. and they had a small lil cute daughter..
yups.. they stay at my block.. so they were juz communicating through sign language.. which is something quite uncommon in our society.. i tink that their daughter is only like Pri 1 or 2? and she understands everything that they are saying..
when i looked at the people around me.. they were also carrying this smile on their face..
i tink juz by looking at how happy the parents were and the reaction of their daughter is simply happiness.. that pure innocent look on her face.. and how understanding she were.. that's juz beyond description..

after that when we finally got to our block.. we all went into the same lift.. the lift seems to not work properly.. the moment it closes.. it opens up again.. so we were like trying to get the door close and go up.. lol.. den the father was juz telling me to hold the DC button so that it can close.. lol.. but oh well.. it din work anyway.. so we went into another lift that came at the right time.. den when we got out of the lift and headed different direction.. we waved good bye to each other.. n u can juz see the amount of enthusiasm they showed.. even if they did not know you..
so when i was walking.. something striked me.. even though they cant talk.. or hear..

they communicate so much better as compared to the rest of the people around.. like.. people who can talk normally.. cant even express themselves as well as them..
i guess.. the heart reali hears what we cant.. and sees what we cant.. lastly.. touch the heart of others...

Everything's so unstable now.. wad to do..

Share wif u guys a song..
The link to the song.. nice.. although they look kinda funny when they sing.. it's still dam good.. if u wan the song.. juz let me know.. =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Q_pjkuX7lA

I Believe In You (Duet with Celine Dion) Lyrics

Lonely the path you have chosen
A restless road, no turning back
One day you will find your light again
Don't you know
Don't let go be strong

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you

Tout seul tu t'en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert à l'univers
Poursuis ta quête
Sans regarder derrière
N'attends pas
Que le jour se lève

Suis ton étoile
Vas jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois
Si tu crois
Si tu crois en toi

Suis ta lumière
N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fond de toi souviens toi
Que je crois
Que je crois
Que je crois en toi

Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me too
And when I hold you close
I know that it's true

Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe I believe I believe in you

Follow your dreams
Be yourself an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you cannot do
I believe I believe I believe in you

something is wrong..
i wish to find out what it is..
but i dont seem to want to know the answer..

blah blah..

Once again.. i'm not doing homework again.. LOL. haha..share with u guys this kinda lame but freakin funny videos.. http://www.collegesage.com got the idea from Final Fantasy. Kinda like the spoof version... but it's reali freakin funny.. do watch it =)

Maybe it's just a clash of timing.. when I just realised.. you had to leave.. not literally.. but maybe i cant talk to you anymore not because you're not there.. but you're not meant to be there for me..

You've showed concern.. but i guess that's just your normal self
I appeared at the wrong timing..
Everything seem wrong..

I guess this is it..

破碎的心似乎停止了全世界。。。
你不是我的，从来也不是未来也很难吧。。。
欣慰的是。。你不属于我。。
别担心。。时间会让这些成为过去。。。。。

dang.. like not in the mood to update or anything.. sorry wc. lol new year didn't start out as great as i tink it would be.. but nonetheless.. still have to go through the days isn't it and it seems that not onli me who felt this way.. oh well

wad do u consider as happiness?
Earning ur first 1 Million dollars?
Getting the 5Cs in Singapore?
Getting top in class?
Being your own boss?

A successful man might not be a happy one

Everyday's a new day
Everyday something different's gonna happen

Am i juz trying to be a nice person?
Or am i simply a pleaser
aiyah dunno la
lol
mayb that's the way i am

Woot! it's one day before a new year! a real new year! And this year would be the most hectic year of my life i guess.. wif big examinations, Syf coming together.. sounds like Sec 4.. but this is definitely worse.. but this is a good time for me to 'grow up'.. not literally though.. more of mentally ba.. 'mental skill training' Lol..

The year started out as a time for me to move on with my life.. now a bigger step.. from primary school to secondary school.. and now.. to a higher level of education.. as we grow up, we are forced to be more mature.. only to comply to the current society whereby certificate is everything.. ok, maybe almost everything..

And as i moved on, i saw many other different types of people.. some of whom are fun and enjoyable to be with.. some of whom are like frozen flame.. some of whom simply nice.. and many others..

all i can say now is that.. i'm still not prepared for the up coming year and events.. but no matter wad.. still have to pull through it... yups!

To Nyjc Band: Hey guys! Next year will be the most important part of our JC life i guess.. other than the big A.. it's the SYF.. it will be a chance for us to show what we are made of and to prove those who din believe in us. With all the stuff going on.. homework.. tests.. the anniversary.. it's gonna be difficult.. real tough... but i know we can all pull through it.. We will pull thorugh it! =)

things sure have changed..
I used to look up to you so much
n I still do
but i guess things aren't the same anymore.
i tot we could talk.
we could, but it was not my kind of talk

time could be arranged
but i avoided it
not because i dun wan to see you
but cos i dun wan to see the "now" you
i wun know wad to say to you now

I am
I'm intimidated by you
so many things to say yet
i juz dun wan to say
cos things wun change
you're juz like that
and i gna accept it
and do nothing

found this cool website where you can 'design' your own snowflakes.. go try it out.. i made alot of them le.. lol fun!http://snowflakes.lookandfeel.com/

Things hasn't been too good these few days.
But ohwell.. when have it even been very good anyways lol

Was just packing sorting some stuff in the com.. ima super lazy n messy person lol
den came across this document which din have the chance to read through it..
N now that i did
I saw what was going on..

Everyone is just like a free and easy kite flying in the sky..
but sometimes.. if we hold the kite too tightly..
the firmer we hold.. it only shows that we care more for it..
if the string snaps.. there goes the kite..bye..
but sometimes.. when we tot the wind wasn't that strong.. we juz leave it flying..
when we realise that it's gone.. it's just too late..
Humans are way too contradicting at times.. sometimes we juz get caught in our own world
Mayb we should juz always put others before ourselves..
Den we would be taken for granted in the end.. isnt it..
oh well..back to that same sentence..
If we cant change something.. like in this case.. the way people think.. we should juz accept it huh..

thai trip in 2 weeks time.. JIA yoU Everyone!!

Maybe the process is not as important in current society.
The process is for self-evaluation, what other people really wan to see the the product.. no matter how shitty the whole process of getting something done, it's the product that our superiors wanna c.. sounds cruel n materialistic.. but i guess that's how some of the powerful cooperations work..

As i sat quietly listening to everything around me,
i was overwhelmed by every story that everyone have to say.
The world would be such a nicer place to be in if everyone could just listen to each other a little more.. just a little.. hope that's not too much to ask for
It's human nature to be self-centered.. it's just the degree of how much
We control our thinking and actions
We are suppose to be masters of our own body
But we still lose ourselves to our own negative thinking and we reflect that in our actions..
These are things we know it very well ourselves.. but when people get depressed.. we juz dun reali wan care about the other things around us..mayb not all the time.. but most of the time i tink..

made a banner today.. lol din reali help much though..wonder how things will turn out.. haha.. oh well.. no matter what.. it's still gna come.. n it'll will end.. so.. juz do it! lol

i hav so much to say yet i dunno if they should be said or not..
i hav so much to say i dunno wad will be the consequences if i say..
i hav so much to say i cant remember wad i wanted to say..
i hav so much to say tat i'm too tired to say..

having hols now.. suppose to feel more relaxed than normal sch days..but that doesn't seem to be the case.. why do i see things happenning but there seems to be nothing to be done?

back to my old phrase.. when things cant be changed.. we can onli accept it.. it might juz make a person to accept things as the way they are even without thinking of changing it..dam..
humans r so contradicting.. sometimes when we tel ourselves what we're going to next.. we set our mind on it.. like when u see a person.. u tell urself not to behave this way.. but when the time reali comes.. we still succumb to our inner self.. dam..

my blog's getting too heavy hearted.. lol.. people tend to remember the bad times but nt the happy moments? that's nt true though.. if we think hard enough.. the fragments of happy times will still appear.. haha..

goin for ltc next week..wonder how things will turn out to be.. oh well! haha..