Illusion

illusion..an image that looks as if it's real, but maybe it never existed. Something which we wished so deeply for, waiting to get them in our hands.. or they also can be the screenshots of what is about to happen next...there are many kinds of illusion..they all can mean different stuff...but one thing that is sure is that.. they show the deepest thoughts in our mind..be it good or bad..for the good of others or for the benefit of one's self..they reflect our inner self..

i also thought i could hide it at the corner of my eye..treat it as nothing had happened...or as if it never occured before..that the hole, now filled was one of your master piece on me..heard this today..since kids can be satisfied juz by a tiny weenie little sweet, which to them it seems like a delicacy..why cant we, be as distilled as them..isnt that the real joy of life? other than the materialism and fakeness tha everyone seems to mask themselves under, trying to potray the image that i am perfect..but if friends were true..wouldn't they look through your flaws.. true friends speaks the truth from the bottom of their hearts..people miht get hurt in the process..but isn't that a virtue? being truthful...

I always thought of you being someone who i could rely upon..but i shuld have guessed it..we all have our own lives..own things to manage with.. cope with..times might not be a good as the past..oh well..things change..cya..