It's all the...isnt it..

He woke up, scrutinizing at everything around him... as he walk down the stairs, he stared at the various photos being place on his tables and desks. Thinking inside, "time passes so fast.. it's been 5 years already". Suddenly, something at the coner of his eyes caught his attention.. a particular photo, inside the silvery frame stood 2 people. 2 very familar people.. taking a close step, he held the photo tightly in his hands.. flashes of the happy moments went through his mind.. he shut his eyes tightly, recalling who that person was.. listening to the music being played his room.. "fly away"..suddenly...he was back in reality..


Cant believe my sixth sense was that strong.. seriously.. they came ot to be true in the end.. people can realli change so fast man..maybe it's really time to move on.. i always wondered if i'm who i always thought i was.. or was i juz another mould created to be someone i asked to be? i dont know..seriously.. time seem to pass so slow today.. thus..went through alot of thinking today.. skeptic..but i really have a strong sixth sense..oh man.. it all seems so one sided.. maybe..or is the river flowing backwards again.. true enough..i saw it.. get back huh..i think letting go is the word

This really is sucky. It all became worse when the paper was given to the 4 of us. We looked intently at the paper, each wondering how nice it would be if we were on the bus with them. Looking smart, cool, gorgeous, pretty.. I cant believe i missed i out again. Sec 3 beginning, it wasnt mine again. Sec 3 end, it slipped through my fingers again. And now this. The day became even worse when people started telling me how nice they wore and stuff, I want to see, seriously. Every while I was doing the paper, i kept thinking about how almost everything slipped through my fingers. Did i not hold it properly? THIS SUCKS SUCKS.. felt damned empty, every second i spent writing.. it was dripping.. i'm always missing out the great stuff..and in the end trying to pretend that it's ok.. I AM NOT.. they must be enjoying now..having a fun time of their own, here i am.. stuck.. SUCKS..OH MAN.. bye

OH man..... i cant believe this i happening again.. those which i wanted all have been taken away from me...why cant i choose myself..no other selection of choices? why everything falls on the same day...i dun understand.. i wan to take a stand.. a stand which totally belongs to myself.. i'm gonna miss out everything.. something like this always happens once every year.. I WANT that...sucks... it's so depressing to try to get sumthing which i really wanted and always ended up with nothing..THIS SERIOUSLY SUCKS..i'm missing out hell lot of stuff...oh man..the more i think ..the mroe depress i get...sucks sucks