Maybe the process is not as important in current society.
The process is for self-evaluation, what other people really wan to see the the product.. no matter how shitty the whole process of getting something done, it's the product that our superiors wanna c.. sounds cruel n materialistic.. but i guess that's how some of the powerful cooperations work..

As i sat quietly listening to everything around me,
i was overwhelmed by every story that everyone have to say.
The world would be such a nicer place to be in if everyone could just listen to each other a little more.. just a little.. hope that's not too much to ask for
It's human nature to be self-centered.. it's just the degree of how much
We control our thinking and actions
We are suppose to be masters of our own body
But we still lose ourselves to our own negative thinking and we reflect that in our actions..
These are things we know it very well ourselves.. but when people get depressed.. we juz dun reali wan care about the other things around us..mayb not all the time.. but most of the time i tink..

made a banner today.. lol din reali help much though..wonder how things will turn out.. haha.. oh well.. no matter what.. it's still gna come.. n it'll will end.. so.. juz do it! lol

i hav so much to say yet i dunno if they should be said or not..
i hav so much to say i dunno wad will be the consequences if i say..
i hav so much to say i cant remember wad i wanted to say..
i hav so much to say tat i'm too tired to say..

having hols now.. suppose to feel more relaxed than normal sch days..but that doesn't seem to be the case.. why do i see things happenning but there seems to be nothing to be done?

back to my old phrase.. when things cant be changed.. we can onli accept it.. it might juz make a person to accept things as the way they are even without thinking of changing it..dam..
humans r so contradicting.. sometimes when we tel ourselves what we're going to next.. we set our mind on it.. like when u see a person.. u tell urself not to behave this way.. but when the time reali comes.. we still succumb to our inner self.. dam..

my blog's getting too heavy hearted.. lol.. people tend to remember the bad times but nt the happy moments? that's nt true though.. if we think hard enough.. the fragments of happy times will still appear.. haha..

goin for ltc next week..wonder how things will turn out to be.. oh well! haha..

Dam cool =) the man himself playin too..

Went to school today to pass the key n went to Far east to check out the prices for the t shirt designs.. hmm.. kinda ex actualli.. gona try to find more quotations.. yups.. went wif yx.. i settled my lunch for one spring roll and one curry puff.. muahaha.. a meal less than 2 bucks =) not reali hungry too.. wonder why. lol, oh yeah.. den we walked to the mrt station n took the train to sim lim square, which is some where near little india. Muahaha.. yuxi wanna buy his route-ter.. ahahah... joking joking... yea.. den we were juz roaming in the shop while he tries to decide on which one to buy. ahaha.. decision making in process.. den went to meet yd for his dinner.. lol.. i wanna play FF12.. dang.. i din even play FF10..!@##$%^&^%$#@%&*&^^%$$#@#@^&..

Realised that we humans copy one another in our actions to be accepted by each other.. sounds ironic.. but i tink it's true.. we hav to leave our true self somewhere while we put on a mask outside.. not tat it's being hypocrite.. but i guess that's how humans behave.
No one wans to be left alone
No one wans to be ignored
yup.. no one..
so in the end.. you have people using one another.. you'll have cases of jealousy, unpleasant-ness and..everything else.. lol

I guess the impact i made on you wasnt as great as someone else.. lol
but wad can i do other than to accept the things the way they are now
time will never reverse.. likewise for the things we have done
you seem to hav moved on.. but mayb i nv did..
i like my mask
it keeps me away from reality
stop running away i tell myself
but i juz cant get the mask off
or is this juz another wall of distrust
i hav no idea =)

who cares man.. lol.. tried doing maclaurin! n i'm stuck at qus 2... ahahaha.. sian..

I din know i can b so useful at times =) thanks alot

ooo.. tml's the chinese A level paper le.. dun reali feel like studying also.. lol.. read through some chim chim phrases.. dunno if can remember them tml also.. oh well..

Christina Aguilera's Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

oh yea.. n we've got our 3rd syf piece.. lol.. i mean try out piece.. Sinfonia Nobilissima..can go sound click to check it out.. brasses parts r like dam high ba.. i've got to work on my flute sound.. it's gettin more n more lau hong.. dam.. mouth too big.. LOL.. haha..

ah.. i'm so sian lol