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Monday, November 06, 2006

Went to school today to pass the key n went to Far east to check out the prices for the t shirt designs.. hmm.. kinda ex actualli.. gona try to find more quotations.. yups.. went wif yx.. i settled my lunch for one spring roll and one curry puff.. muahaha.. a meal less than 2 bucks =) not reali hungry too.. wonder why. lol, oh yeah.. den we walked to the mrt station n took the train to sim lim square, which is some where near little india. Muahaha.. yuxi wanna buy his route-ter.. ahahah... joking joking... yea.. den we were juz roaming in the shop while he tries to decide on which one to buy. ahaha.. decision making in process.. den went to meet yd for his dinner.. lol.. i wanna play FF12.. dang.. i din even play FF10..!@##$%^&^%$#@%&*&^^%$$#@#@^&..

Realised that we humans copy one another in our actions to be accepted by each other.. sounds ironic.. but i tink it's true.. we hav to leave our true self somewhere while we put on a mask outside.. not tat it's being hypocrite.. but i guess that's how humans behave.
No one wans to be left alone
No one wans to be ignored
yup.. no one..
so in the end.. you have people using one another.. you'll have cases of jealousy, unpleasant-ness and..everything else.. lol

I guess the impact i made on you wasnt as great as someone else.. lol
but wad can i do other than to accept the things the way they are now
time will never reverse.. likewise for the things we have done
you seem to hav moved on.. but mayb i nv did..
i like my mask
it keeps me away from reality
stop running away i tell myself
but i juz cant get the mask off
or is this juz another wall of distrust
i hav no idea =)

who cares man.. lol.. tried doing maclaurin! n i'm stuck at qus 2... ahahaha.. sian..

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