The right to love.
the right to do this.


To hate something that you love so much.. must have been very painful to do that.

Something is wrong with me.
I'm pretty sure.
But i dunno what exactly it is...

I dun feel the same as i do last time
Or was it cos i had an aim in mind??

Doing my best for everyone.
Not showing how i really feel inside.. but now??
It's like i dun even have anything to show.
Not that i want to...
But i just dun feel anything.
Which is not really myself.


Passing the days as if it's just another day.
It's not really me to do that.
I might laze around on my free days.
But at least i know what i was doing.


hmmm... how?