totally random photos.. WHAHAAH


well... meet miss pearly mouth. whahah...

haha went wh house for a while on a certain saturday. Cant remember when also. whahaha. went with yifang and cxst.



then last saturday had a mini gathering with the class before going for dinner at botak jones as well. that day was a super unglam day sia... tsk tsk.

the classic.
after many attempts ;)



we actually look alike to a certain extent here...


fun trip to mind's cafe playing UGLY*3 =) and LOTR monopoly


haha i shall update. yay.. post some random photos taken since the past few WEEKS.. haha pai seh lah. i'm slow. lazy to get the dates out.. so shall just spam them here haha.

haha shall just post some photos here first. shall update tml.

Shall talk about this show that i've been watching for the past few days.

LAST FRIENDS


<---if u look carefully are the photo u might notice some things...


so pretty...







hahah.. ueno juri used to look like this...and they transformed her into..(up)

AHHHHH.. she look so good in this

hahaha... anyhow... i strongly recommend those who have the time to watch this jap drama series.. LAST FRIENDS.

It's not like those any other shows where they show how people interact with one another.. what's going on in each of their life and such stuff.. this was so much more to it. while i was watching it.. it only got really interesting from episode 3 onwards.. how their lives are inter-dependent on one another. Not that one cannot live without the other.. but more of how one becomes part of another's life.


In the opening of every episode, 5 words were emphasized.

Love, Liberation, Agony, Solitude, Contradiction

Unlike some other shows.. each and everyone of the cast plays a very important role.. this goes back to the japanese culture sia.. haha they're very serious and hardworking.. yeah man.

dang. haha need to prepare for book in already. anyway. Please go watch this show =)) it's worth your time. jya ne

Will blog again when i'm back =)

Hahaha..
i'm here to update my blog..Duh.

okok shall be spamming lots of photos ilke alot of people are doing on their blogs.
but first.. i shall do the quiz that i was deem that i wont do it. muhaha..

HERE GOES~~

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
hmmm...i will betray her. LOL that's childish.. ehh.. of course i would talk it out with her. It's not easy to let of it so quickly as well right??

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I wish myself to be more understanding and be more tolerant.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
muhahaha.. wad a question. I'm still young (shy)
ehh... with the one i truly desire beside me??

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
another funny one.. I dun call myself prophet.And how can i b confused when i dun even know what lies ahead?? hmm...

5. What is your ideal lover like?
someone who compliment and compromise. one another =)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
haha both bah.. enough said.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
whahahaha.. i dun tink i really have the choice of chosing some time period.. it'll come naturally.. i hope!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I'll wait.. and that will depends on their situation as well.. if she's doing good and everything.. All the best =)

9. Is being tagged fun?
whahaha.. to a certain extent yes? knowing some of the people who visits ur blog =)

10. How do you see yourself in ten years' time?
hmmm... hopefully married and i dun mind being a teacher. lol i cant imagine myself doing other things other than service departments or HR i guess.

11. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family..hmm... everyone plays a part in my life eh..

12. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
muhahaha.. witty and down to earth person?? o.o

13. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married but poor =)

14. What's the first thing you do every morning?
telling myself that i'll ORD?? whahahahaha...

15. Would you give it all in a relationship?
hahaha.. wad's the point of not doing so?? so that you wont get hurt?? lol..

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
hmmm firstly i would hate myself for doing so... and... i'll have to pick one i guess.

17. What type of friends do you like?
those that reciprocates =)

18. What type of friends do you dislike?
those that dont reciprocates? whahahahah.. my answers are so... urgh..

haha okok now i'll try to update u guys on wat's going on these few months.. yes months. hahahah.
that day when we popped from BMT, more photos were take in fact.. shall show u my section photo.



haha... wonder how are they doing now.
still talk to timo and derek...but not really wth the rest of them though.. heard eugene is going to go through some operations sia.. haiz.. shall find out about him also.. operation on brain or smth.. hmm..




haha bmt really is the most fun part of the army life i guess. lol but i've only been through 6 months of it.. =.= still got some distance to go.. but oh well.. it will b over somehow and some day.. so...

after that was some super shoik 12 days of break man..
all hell break loose.. muhahaha. that day mom and 2nd sis came for my POP. lol for more information on POP. u can refer to previous entries... =) lazy to repeat them all over again.. haha i have more things to say later on.

if i remembered correctly... on the thursday after the pop. our platoon had a gathering at PS and our PC came haha. it was a weird feeling as the moment i din know wad to call him when we saw him.. too used to calling him sir in camp already haha. and it's kinda weird to still call that when we're outside in normal clothings lol.

Once again.. I'm here to update my deadly silenced blog. haha.
Today's date is 8th June 2008.
If u happened to be reading this.. then please turn on ur speakers as well. lol
It's playing OST from the game, Grandia II.
Nice song to put on blogs eh..

OH i shall go out for a while.. will b back soon =)

muahahha.. i'm here to update my dead blog. since many people have been complaining about this. haha.. shall talk about the most recent 'major' event first. The POP.

11th March 2008 was the day when we recruits finally passed out from BMT. haha.. this might seem as a small occasion when we moved on with our army life but well.. it is still significant to us, those standing there, looking at our parents/friends/whoever sitting there.. while the rain poured heavily on our helmet haha.. these 3 months passed just like that..met alot of interesting.. clever..different people(duh)..haha.. have a v nice buddy from acjc timothy..he's a famous dude btw. need to get the photo then can show u guys.. he look like Ms Chiew as well. LOL

some photos from POP.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

=)))

Muhahaha...
2nd time book out le...
cant believe i was inside for about 10 days already.
Lol.

well army can be pretty funny at times.. cos you'll meet amusing people from all kinds of league.
like... trying to wear the tag while wearing helmet??
muhahaha...

i'll update more later

this is superb too.. sugoi...

hahahahahahaha

I tink 'chiaki''s hair is nice in this though hahahahhaa

I believe in equality.
Although that's pretty much difficult to achieve.
I still want to believe in it.


But i know.
You won't think this way.
True, there's a difference between males and females.
But that doesnt mean that everyone is that different.

Open ur eyes and see.


Choose what you wan to believe too.
Since no one can control what's going on inside.
Go on.

=)

haha
shall make ur day..

well.. i didn't know i was so good looking until i saw this...

MUAHAHAHAHHAHA

Woot!

Few more papers to go.. just had geog today. ANyway..
It's OVER!!! WOOT

share wif u this music video by utada hikaru, those who play kingdom hearts 2 would know.
I simply love the animation at the start and how she summon those dancers mid-way of the music video.
Trap me in a world of fantasy..




=)

Due to very popular demands.. Yes i'm referring to my tag board lol.



A FEW MORE DAYS!
TO A LEVEL'S!
DAMN FAST.. sian..
It seems that my blog is showing that there's nothing going on in my life but that's a FALLACIOUS statement alright?!
Sometimes it's more of too much to say that i've become too lazy to report them. Lol.
Yes I'm THAT LAZY.

Been having mock papers almost everyday for this week, yups been doing our own mock papers as well.. interesting eh?? Oh ya. Yesterday wevhez showed me some hilarious videos on youtube. Just go there and type 'The Sketch Show' it's a good way to start ur day! seriously. the jokes are definitely of high standard, unlike mine.. @#$#%^&%%%

Nvm!



sometimes life is too complicated.. or rather that's how we think.
Many problems in our lives are created by ourselves.
ZZZZzzz..








都已走到这了。。
真的没办法了吗？
放手是错的吗？
好可笑啊。。









人心变幻莫测啊。。
多宽容， 多了解。。








多笑多笑！





















=）

I see...

I'm sorry but if you keep reading you'll most probably get emo and stuff.
Lol, but that's what i like to talk about.
Things that everyone experience but not many choose to talk about it.


Prelim's just over. Yesterday was the last paper.Oh well.

Have been indulging in Jap drama series. wooh hah.
Just finished watching Nobuta Wo Produce and Hana Kimi( Jap Version).

These phrases kept flashing through my mind after i watched the show.

The day when no one believes in something, that thing simply disappears.

Even if you fell to the bottom, life doesn't end.

Something becomes a fact when you believe in it.


While watching Nobuta, i felt so much for the main character.
I see many similarities.

Can anyone really be selfless??
However, in our current society, anyone that acts that way would most have a high chance of being seen as hypocrite and have some other motives.

When i 1st watched Nobuta Wo Produce, true enough, i wasn't really interested to carry on since it seems weird(the plot and characters), but i did anyway, and i didn't regret watching it till the end.

In everything we do.. you might do the same things with 2 different groups of people. but the feeling you get might be totally different. Isn't that about friends? going with those who u are comfortable with.

When there are nice people, you would expect evil people to exist as well.
Why would there b evil people??
Sometimes the evil people are those who really need the care and concern, by taking away what others have that they don't, they then make sure the other party feels the same as they do. So they won't feel lonely in the end??

Tml's GP prelim paper. LOL
I'll do my best for Ms Chiew haha.

This month's been birthday for many people. =)


I wonder what happened.

I really wonder.

I guess not really everyone is willing to listen.

Just listen.

I don't know to say if it's anyone's fault too since it seems like we've been shaped into this by reality.

But i guess this will carry on.

Like how it started.

Negligence, indifference, ignorance, self-centered, what more?

Very soon EVERYONE will have this barrier of distrust which some are already quite obvious now.

Holding on too tightly?

Thinking too much?

Yea. Maybe.

My sis said this many times to me.

"For a 18 yr old, why are you thinking about stuff like that?"

Well.. true that whatever she's facing now might be trillion times far worse than me, more shitty and all.

But it's a indisputable issue that that's just how i think about things.

There should be plenty of people out there who thinks the same way as i am.


Seems like the presence of internet doesn't necessarily bring people closer to one another eh?

Simplicity is a rare sight now.

when i talk about human, I include myself in too btw.

ZZZZ hate it. to the core.

到底，为了那些不能放弃的。。我们又放弃了什么呢。。

这样写博客真的是有一番风味啊。。

最近的我好像一只看见了纸上的那一粒点

那粒黑点。。看似渺小。。但为什么有如此碍眼呢？

我不想这样。。

孤单？你孤单吗？

那这又是谁照成的？

自作自受吗？

是我的错还是。。

我知道这已是个无可挽回的事实了。。

转眼间。。都变了。。

生长在新加坡的我们。。

到底跟外国那些生长在大城市的又有些什么分别呢？

华语好棒。。呵呵。。

似乎写得很EMO

还好吧？

用华文来写博客看起来似乎比较难读些， 可是我认为这比较让我能够把偶尔心里想的一些事情表达出来。而且我也发现很少新加坡人会以华语来博客吧。。 呵呵。。

看了盛夏光年。。虽然他的主题不是每个新加坡人都可以接受的。。但是它背后的故事却是你我都有可能会遇到的。

到底爱情与友情之间那道线，每个人是如何对待它呢？到底这条线代表了什么？

很多人都说友情是爱情的一种，但是往往许多友情都被着所谓的爱情给破坏了。爱情与友情确实是有几曾相似的。这句话许多人应该听说过了，爱情就像是在放风筝，该放时就放，倒是抓得太紧了，风筝就会不顾你而自己飞走了。。倒是的你后悔也太迟了不是吗？后悔当初没把手给松开。。可能这么做，大家都还是可以当朋友。。

也有人说。。爱情是盲目的。。当局者迷旁观者清（我不知怎么写）在这世上，每人能说谁做的是对或错，有道理或没。。应为人们都是靠着自己心里说搞许他们而作出行动的吧？每个人心中都有自己多同一件事情的看法。。这又是如何衡量的呢？

虽然有了个嘴巴。。有时也真的派不上用场啊。。

没有事情是永恒的。。抓住现在，把握未来，为+将来努力吧！