this is superb too.. sugoi...

hahahahahahaha

I tink 'chiaki''s hair is nice in this though hahahahhaa

I believe in equality.
Although that's pretty much difficult to achieve.
I still want to believe in it.


But i know.
You won't think this way.
True, there's a difference between males and females.
But that doesnt mean that everyone is that different.

Open ur eyes and see.


Choose what you wan to believe too.
Since no one can control what's going on inside.
Go on.

=)

haha
shall make ur day..

well.. i didn't know i was so good looking until i saw this...

MUAHAHAHAHHAHA

Woot!

Few more papers to go.. just had geog today. ANyway..
It's OVER!!! WOOT

share wif u this music video by utada hikaru, those who play kingdom hearts 2 would know.
I simply love the animation at the start and how she summon those dancers mid-way of the music video.
Trap me in a world of fantasy..




=)

Due to very popular demands.. Yes i'm referring to my tag board lol.



A FEW MORE DAYS!
TO A LEVEL'S!
DAMN FAST.. sian..
It seems that my blog is showing that there's nothing going on in my life but that's a FALLACIOUS statement alright?!
Sometimes it's more of too much to say that i've become too lazy to report them. Lol.
Yes I'm THAT LAZY.

Been having mock papers almost everyday for this week, yups been doing our own mock papers as well.. interesting eh?? Oh ya. Yesterday wevhez showed me some hilarious videos on youtube. Just go there and type 'The Sketch Show' it's a good way to start ur day! seriously. the jokes are definitely of high standard, unlike mine.. @#$#%^&%%%

Nvm!



sometimes life is too complicated.. or rather that's how we think.
Many problems in our lives are created by ourselves.
ZZZZzzz..








都已走到这了。。
真的没办法了吗？
放手是错的吗？
好可笑啊。。









人心变幻莫测啊。。
多宽容， 多了解。。








多笑多笑！





















=）

I see...

I'm sorry but if you keep reading you'll most probably get emo and stuff.
Lol, but that's what i like to talk about.
Things that everyone experience but not many choose to talk about it.


Prelim's just over. Yesterday was the last paper.Oh well.

Have been indulging in Jap drama series. wooh hah.
Just finished watching Nobuta Wo Produce and Hana Kimi( Jap Version).

These phrases kept flashing through my mind after i watched the show.

The day when no one believes in something, that thing simply disappears.

Even if you fell to the bottom, life doesn't end.

Something becomes a fact when you believe in it.


While watching Nobuta, i felt so much for the main character.
I see many similarities.

Can anyone really be selfless??
However, in our current society, anyone that acts that way would most have a high chance of being seen as hypocrite and have some other motives.

When i 1st watched Nobuta Wo Produce, true enough, i wasn't really interested to carry on since it seems weird(the plot and characters), but i did anyway, and i didn't regret watching it till the end.

In everything we do.. you might do the same things with 2 different groups of people. but the feeling you get might be totally different. Isn't that about friends? going with those who u are comfortable with.

When there are nice people, you would expect evil people to exist as well.
Why would there b evil people??
Sometimes the evil people are those who really need the care and concern, by taking away what others have that they don't, they then make sure the other party feels the same as they do. So they won't feel lonely in the end??

Tml's GP prelim paper. LOL
I'll do my best for Ms Chiew haha.

This month's been birthday for many people. =)


I wonder what happened.

I really wonder.

I guess not really everyone is willing to listen.

Just listen.

I don't know to say if it's anyone's fault too since it seems like we've been shaped into this by reality.

But i guess this will carry on.

Like how it started.

Negligence, indifference, ignorance, self-centered, what more?

Very soon EVERYONE will have this barrier of distrust which some are already quite obvious now.

Holding on too tightly?

Thinking too much?

Yea. Maybe.

My sis said this many times to me.

"For a 18 yr old, why are you thinking about stuff like that?"

Well.. true that whatever she's facing now might be trillion times far worse than me, more shitty and all.

But it's a indisputable issue that that's just how i think about things.

There should be plenty of people out there who thinks the same way as i am.


Seems like the presence of internet doesn't necessarily bring people closer to one another eh?

Simplicity is a rare sight now.

when i talk about human, I include myself in too btw.

ZZZZ hate it. to the core.

到底，为了那些不能放弃的。。我们又放弃了什么呢。。

这样写博客真的是有一番风味啊。。

最近的我好像一只看见了纸上的那一粒点

那粒黑点。。看似渺小。。但为什么有如此碍眼呢？

我不想这样。。

孤单？你孤单吗？

那这又是谁照成的？

自作自受吗？

是我的错还是。。

我知道这已是个无可挽回的事实了。。

转眼间。。都变了。。

生长在新加坡的我们。。

到底跟外国那些生长在大城市的又有些什么分别呢？

华语好棒。。呵呵。。

似乎写得很EMO

还好吧？

用华文来写博客看起来似乎比较难读些， 可是我认为这比较让我能够把偶尔心里想的一些事情表达出来。而且我也发现很少新加坡人会以华语来博客吧。。 呵呵。。

看了盛夏光年。。虽然他的主题不是每个新加坡人都可以接受的。。但是它背后的故事却是你我都有可能会遇到的。

到底爱情与友情之间那道线，每个人是如何对待它呢？到底这条线代表了什么？

很多人都说友情是爱情的一种，但是往往许多友情都被着所谓的爱情给破坏了。爱情与友情确实是有几曾相似的。这句话许多人应该听说过了，爱情就像是在放风筝，该放时就放，倒是抓得太紧了，风筝就会不顾你而自己飞走了。。倒是的你后悔也太迟了不是吗？后悔当初没把手给松开。。可能这么做，大家都还是可以当朋友。。

也有人说。。爱情是盲目的。。当局者迷旁观者清（我不知怎么写）在这世上，每人能说谁做的是对或错，有道理或没。。应为人们都是靠着自己心里说搞许他们而作出行动的吧？每个人心中都有自己多同一件事情的看法。。这又是如何衡量的呢？

虽然有了个嘴巴。。有时也真的派不上用场啊。。

没有事情是永恒的。。抓住现在，把握未来，为+将来努力吧！

hmm my thoughts are pretty messed up now
dang..
bleah.. oh well

没有人应该是孤独的。。 那我们呢?

我们长大了..什么事情都变了..

你认为人被天灾害死比较惨， 还是被人祸所害死比较惨呢？

活着的比较惨吧？

您的看法又是如何呢？

我很想快速的把感想都在这写出来可是就是还不习惯用华文写。。会慢很多吧。。呵呵
真正的关心不需要说出口吧。。往往都是在我们不知情的情况下透漏出来的。
受到关怀与慰问的人会有许多不一样的反应。。有些会觉得自己已被别人看不起而盖起了一层防护膜， 反倒过来觉得他人多管闲事， 自己不需要别人的督促。

有些时候， 我们可以自己把事情做好。 但我们是为了什么问别人呢？难道是空虚吗？
世上的每一个人都自己的一本“生活宝典”， 自己本身对于生活上的点点滴滴。。我们往往忽略了其他的人。。都只为了自己的利益而做事情， 这样真的是值得吗？也许人们都忘了由其他人也同时在受苦。。脸上虽然看不出什么， 但仔细看了看。。也许你会发现也许别人过得比我们还不快了。。

我们为什么要把自己的快乐建设在别人的不快乐呢？？ 那样得来的幸福，真的值得吗？

人与人之间的互动。。那是多么美妙。。多么奇妙的一件事啊。。

也许你嘴说不出来。。但是心里所想得都呈现出来了。。没关系。。那是我拿手功夫。。我顶！

HOO HAH!
lol random.
I'm really growing more and more lazy as the days go by..

Hmm.. just wanna share this phrase which i've heard from the principal and friends.

"The Reason Why I Succeed Is Because I Am A Loner"

It sounds pretty ironic.
But once we really think through.. it does make alot of sense.

not that that's wad i've been trying to do though...

So that was what exactly that happened.
Guess i'm partly correct.
What's with this weird emptiness?
I dunno how to fill it up.

Sometimes i wished you were there
just be yourself.
Sometimes i wished you were here
right at my side

So the same thing is happening again eh?
felt just like De ja vu.
Didn't it happened before?
No, I'm tired already.

I should have known that people are like this, the way they are.
Well. At least i'm still able to feel the way i am now.
How practical can people get?
Comparatively, those who act based on emotions are considered rash and illogical?

I like music.
I like how they're played.
I like how people can relate to them.
But music was also how it all started.

I can only say that you're pretty dumb.
but not that dumb till you cant survive in this world.
but dumb enough to be used by others.
Disposable i guess.
I like walls.
protection.

I tink i juz had the worse day in my life.
And i cant believe how absent minded and careless i was today.
My mind's a blank.
Maybe just too tired.
oh well.

I'm starting to get used to all these stuff happening.
WOOT.

I STILL CAN BELIEVE HOW CARELESS AND MUDDLE-HEADED I WAS
wad was i thinking man..

AHHH.. NVM.

It'll b over. =)

Again, some random thoughts went through my mind throughout the day

There are a few general kind of people in this world.
Let me share with you a few kinds.. those that i can think of


(i) The kind of people who are willing to listen.
I THINK, in this current world, society.. there are getting less and less people who are willing to listen to one another. Be it telling the other party what you've been doing for the day, sharing your problems.. or even sharing your joy.. well.. not everyone is that selfish i think.. and of course, there will be those who choose not to listen. Some might think that if they cant even solve their own problems.. why should they even care about others? Well, i agree some sort.. it's practical isn't it? though it sounds a lil self-centered.. but who isnt too?

(ii) The kind of people who talks crap with you
The key words here are "with you". Lol, not that they talk rubbish to you, but you reply rubbish to them too! haha. Well.. it's good to simply talk rubbish at times.. not that it makes you look stupid.. but i guess its a form of relaxation?? It's fun to say something stupid.. and then laugh at your own stupid comments in the end. Isn't it good to laugh at youself? well.. not in a sarcastic way..but realli.. juz laugh =) it's good for health

(iii) The kind of people who makes you feel stupid while talking to them
There are many many different kinds of people we'll meet in our lives.. some of those you might find enjoyable talking to them.. while some are not. I guess the way we judge people will definitely conclude how we treat them. So we should not rely on 1st impressions all right?! haha.. to a certain extent would be good. well.. there's no single person on earth that's exactly the same as you, so.. you'll bound to meet people who are of higher caliber. don't be put down.. try not to be affected too much.. TRY.. cos.. who knows wad you'll learn from them?



Well.. there is a variety of many others.. lol. well.. i guess all of us are a lil of each at some point of time.. depending on the people we meet, we display different part of ourselves.. do you call that hypocritical?? i dunno lol

HEHS.
Seeing things which i wished i'm blind.

Inquisitive does not necessarily bring you good.

Knowing how people think and act disgusts you at times.

But as another human, we should just compromise since our actions will affect others as well.

It's pretty obvious to see what's happening around you sometimes.
That's what we as humans should do.
No one should be thinking only about themselves..

But feelings are something that is not easily spoken.
I see that's the past.. so things have changed now.
I understand.
I've seen through you.
n m weary of that.
OH well!

Life still carry on no matter what.
It's never a bed of roses anyway..
Be thankful for those who cares for you.. we lead our own life. decide what we want to do.


Thanks juniors today!!! =) work hard everyone!

I don't tink i'm that blind.

Even if i cant see.. i'll still feel it. I can.

That feeling is long gone..

So lost that i cant even reminisce.

Why do people blog?

Think.

The answer's not that hard anyway. maybe diary is really a better choice. =)


GOOD LUCK TO PEOPLE STILL HAVING EXAMINATIONS!